Heaven....

Saturday, June 25, 2005

:: to kelvin kor ::

i remembered that once, u told me to study harder.. if not, i might get stuck with scanning for the rest of my life.. now... wad will ur reaction be if i tell u... i miss u guys a lot... really feel like going back to see u all... play with tammy's piglet, play with chui lin pig.. go to ur forever messy desk and disturb u... talk to cheng wei in the morning... joke with bevan and stephine? lunch with u all.... including pay... going early in the morning to chat with shirley and allan? even if i *touchwood* fails,.. will it be possible that i go back to work again? the answer is no... coz there r so many temp staff... better than me.. got connections with the staff down there... like auntie alice's daughter, mei ling jie's relative...

*miss u all lotz... *

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6/25/2005 05:20:00 PM
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:: this or that? ::

who should i trust... i dunno... i asked er ge... his reply was god... not bad... at least he did not tell me to trust him... wad will be ur reaction when i tell u all... deep in my heart, i dunno if it is right that i should trust my "family" members? what will be ur reaction if i tell u one day.. that the biggest reason that i quit in asia life other than cannot hitting quota, is coz of someone? coz i dunno if it is a good idea that i can still trust him... and i kept telling myself on that day, if i cannot trust him, there is no point in me staying... coz he is the person that i trust most.... what will be ur reaction if i say... i dunno if i also can trust another person? when i asked him to help.... i dunno if he can settle for me or not... or just give me empty promise... i dunno.... this whole blog sounds like i am sad... maybe it is... coz i am not in a good mood now... just now.. well.... my cousin told me something... something that how i wish @ that point of time.. wilfred can help me to change topic... but he did not.. just keep playing his game... oh well....

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6/25/2005 04:59:00 PM
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Friday, June 24, 2005

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so sleepy... had econ lecture @ 9 today.. wad only... later still got briefing for the ELF thingy...

*missing people in asia life... like kelvin kor, bevan, stephine, tammy, cheng wei, pay, kian li and everyone else... *

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6/24/2005 08:14:00 AM
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

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just realised that i can never be able to do things @ home... especially project... i am supposed to be doing my csa tutoral hw now.. ( again!!) but.... supposed to read csa last night.. but ended up sleeping... what only... sian... how i wish csa is not my core subject.... miss ppl in asia life... actually thinking of going back to have lunch with them today one lor... but in the end... cannot... all coz of that ms cheng!!! want the whole class to do csa powerpoint for the tutorial answer... think we all nothing to do is it?? that's why today have to go sch early to do... cannot lunch with them....

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6/16/2005 02:23:00 AM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

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stayed back till quite late today... wait for sze rui to finish her lessons ma... then later stayed in the library for while and after which, went to eat... hahaz... sze rui.. sorry lehz... make u spend $$... actually u could have saved it one.. if.... then rushed all the way to changi airport.. and now.. here am i, typing this... lame right?

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6/07/2005 03:20:00 PM
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Saturday, June 04, 2005

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from tues to now, i did not regret not staying back to wait for sze rui, maziah and hawani...

sometimes i wonder... with me in yr 1, and my senior in yr 2, will friendship drift apart after a while?

for the first time in the few weeks or months, i actually talked to chye eng... i mean, really talk a bit, and not those hi and bye kind.... blehz

i will never be able to study @ home.... i am actually supposed to settle my project now... but.... and i am actually supposed to do my hw... but....

read di's blog just now... and feel happy for him when he typed in his blog that he is fine now...

yesterday supposed to go to the library to study one.. but in the end... sigh... i think i landed up talking to maziah instead... also just realised that both design courses and engineering courses r not suitable for me... cannot think out of teh box larz...

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6/04/2005 07:56:00 AM
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